Tuesday, 3 April 2012

My first Scrabble win....

....was not less than 10 minutes ago, and it hasn't sunk in yet! This is a grander occasion that any birthday, bigger honour than any prize and greater achievement than any goddamn academic result! Its almost like a ritualistic rite of passage, akin to a thread ceremony, or a baptism, or a bar mitzvah - it's a really big deal, especially in a family that used to spend three quarters of its pastime on arranging letters on a board. I am no longer a minor as per the Scrabble Code of Conduct!

I do have to admit though that this wasn't an altogether fair win. Good luck and good letters favoured me. I couldn't believe at the chances opening up one after the other. As McGonagall said "Five points each....for sheer dumb luck!" Still, its a first and i am ecstatic! Hopefully I can continue to hold on to whatever spell enchanted my way to victory....or just get better at this! And kudos to an annoyed mom (who, by the way, is the Don Bradman of Scrabble) who played brilliantly despite facing the kind of vowel jumble that i usually get on my rack....it truly is the most horrible thing in this world to deal with (and that includes load shedding and traffic jams!).

The family has a whole history of Scrabble play, mostly between mom and dad. Yet, right from the age of 8, i was the 'kiddo' would butt in every game to showcase my entire vocabulary in a single turn, with articles and prepositions, like 'the', 'but', 'in', 'to', 'go'...forming the larger part of my wordplay! I guess the 'kiddo' has finally come of age (oops, conceit surfacing!). And as every win must be followed by speech (what? its what the Oscars tell me!), here's mine : I would like to thank my parents, my family who had near-dead faith in me; my teachers who participated in no way whatsoever; my friends with whom i never played the game and even my non-existent dog, Ramdayal, who is the love of my life! Thank you Scrabble and lastly 'Languauge is great!'. Cheers!

Friday, 30 March 2012

Of all things to do…….


………. I chose to write. Probably because it’s the one thing I don’t hesitate with.  Because it’s the one genuine thing in a carefully constructed persona. A way to break away from the monotony of, well…wasting my time, really. An escape to avoid my escapes out of work. A paved road for the wanderings and wonderings of the intellect (if any!). Because the devil sure has a hell of a time in my idle mind. It’s not his workshop, it’s his inventory, his very own research lab! He churns out one evil concoction after another, does an enormous amount of experimental mixing and ends up sizzling the contents of my brain out, leaving nothing but a lot a residue that reeks of disuse and misuse. And he does this all own his own, that swine, leaving the cogs of my mind abandoned, neglected to rust. I am afraid to wake up one fine day and find, o horror of horrors! the mind machinery weak, brittle and incompetent.
No, I want that devil out. Out of his job, his place and my life. Angelic virtues will probably never visit the blighted house of chaos that my brain is, but the devil and his twisted schemes are not allowed in my mind.
But just as important as kicking out devils, is bringing in light (bah!). The wise would say that enlightenment, the search within, is a continuous, advancing journey. I am however inclined to believe that given the warped human nature, enlightenment is a freakish, zigzagging to and fro process:  the journey, the return journey, the journey returns, the journey underground, journey reloaded, blah…. The only way I know I can even think of venturing into this crazy trip is by following the pen. I am sure it knows the way. If not, it might just know a way around the whole thing, which would be the best!
 So here is to writing, to chasing away dark, hoping for light and unlocking a psyche unknown to myself, the only keys to that being that of the keyboard. Because with it, I can flow, fly, fall, fret and fly again, even without any wings to speak of. All those grievously injured consequentially, shall be awarded no compensation and will be considered collateral damage! Happy reading, hopefully!